Dipshit. Lol. I can't sleep. So I'm just gonna rant out almost everything here. 2 hours 53 minutes ago was Friday. I disobeyed my parents, but got lucky. I went to my cousin's house, cause she wanted me to help out with her homework. Then my dad was like "jjdnznuwjnznjbjzuh!" You know. And I was like, "wtf!" I did try to help my brother, but he didn't appreciate my efforts and I'm on the verge of giving up on him. And I'm not allowed to help my cousin? My super close cousin since I was 3? It's fucking ridiculous. It's not like I'm meeting with some stranger on the net to have sex or whatever crap. IT'S MY COUSIN! Goddamnit. Ah, whatever.

My dad was sleeping when I got home, so I went out and texted him to say I was going to my cousin's. Then blah blah blah. Reached my cousin's house, ate late lunch at KFC. :D Then went to Montreal Green to play on the swings and take pictures. Lol. I had fun. Kinda like a bonding moment. But reality fucked it up. My mom told me to be back by 9 o'clock. So we went back to her house, tried to help with her homework, but I don't get it either. I did try though... The worst part was saying goodbye. Pretty fucked up. I wish I didn't have to leave. This is by far the dumbest shit I've been through. Jordan, please cum shoot my face. LOL! Nasty. Just kidding.

AND THE WORST PART IS, I went home and it's only my brother at home. What. The. Fuck. I felt stabbing some duck. Okay, maybe not. But still. Stupid fucking shit. And, mini convo with Mr Matrix two hours ago. Fucked up shit. But you know, whatever. These are my last tears for you - I hope. I felt like hammering nails into my heart. My heart still feels uneasy. Feels like there's nothing there... :'( But, whatever you know. Doesn't matter. "Other fish in the sea". The lamest love quote ever. But it's a straightforward meaning. WHATEVER! Lol. Okay, I feel so much better now. That was a lie.

Broken hearted,

Maisarah Jeffrey

Today was fine, I guess. I woke up to my family's quarrels. No need for alarm clocks. :/ Every morning, have to quarrel. Like ritual sia. So, I skipped school. I did shower and accompanied my sister to the mrt station and helped her top up her card. She didn't know I skipped anyway. xD Then went to Civic Centre. Then to post mail. Then went back home the "back door" way through Civic Centre. Then went to school library. LOL! No life, seriously no life.

And I messaged like 7 people to see if they went to school or not. If not, can accompany me. But all my friends very guai. Lol. Not like me. But my lao gong also skipped class. Heh. Then we went to McDonalds, had breakfast. From 10 plus to 12 plus we were at Mac. xD Then went to Guardian. Then went to pasar malam. Nothing there. Don't go, waste of time. Then went to Civic Centre library. Read the magazine and newspaper I bought. My horoscope wrote alot of nice things about my "relationships". But I'm not hopeful. :(

After that, went home. Watched "He's just not that into you". Good movie. A must watch. :) Anyway, I hope I get a date on Valentines' Day! I'm so tired of staying at home. I don't care if I hang out with my bestfriends. I wanna go out! Oh, and maybe watch the movie "Valentines' Day". Looked like a good movie. :DD Okay, I better go shower. Take care all. And I love you boy.

Yours truly,

Maisarah Jeffrey

Finally visited my cousin after all these months. Omg! I can't believe my 15-year-old cousin is taller than me. And her younger sister in primary 6 is also taller than me. Am I that short? Lol! In the words of Si On "doesn't matter". Whatever, you know. I still love them the same. :D

And Fahmy gave me brownies. Haven't eaten them yet. I wanna skip school, go home and eat the brownies cause I feel like it. :) I hate school. Today is pretty sucky. Sibei boring. Guai lan. LOL! I don't swear alot in reality, this is compensation. Not happy? Fuck away short dicks.

I decided not to skip school today, cause Desmond said next week then skip. LOL! Ohohoh! I'm having my allowance today. Will go out buying stuff. Muahaha! Money is the source of life and happiness! Ad I will buy Happy Meal. :DDD

Peace out,

Maisarah Jeffrey