I DREAMT ABOUT TORRES! :DNot only did I dream of him, I kissed him! It was so heavenly and it felt sooo real! Why did I have to wake up? Stupid sh!t. I want to live in my dreams forever and never wake up. :/
Living in the world of dreams. Then I messaged Darel. I said to him, maybe he was having the same dream too. Maybe he dreamt of me! I would be so happy. Lol! Okay, we can only meet in the "world of dreams". Good enough for me. Aww man, I want to dream about him again. But this is not the first time I dreamt of him... Heh, obsessed... But I can't help it if I'm in love with him. And I added 3 things to my "Before I die, I must..." list:
- Learn Spanish
- Go to Spain
- Take pictures with Torres
- Watch one of his soccer matches live :D
If the world really ends in 2012, FUCK IT! Lol! Fuck my life. I missed the chance when he came to Singapore. I deserve to be raped. I am such a disgrace. Stupid fucking loser. GODDAMNIT! Fuck it seriously. I am going to see him before I die one way or another. Even if it means breaking the law. And I mean it - shitholes.
Yours fucking truly,
Maisarah Jeffrey
ps, kiss my goddamn ass.
