Dipshit. Lol. I can't sleep. So I'm just gonna rant out almost everything here. 2 hours 53 minutes ago was Friday. I disobeyed my parents, but got lucky. I went to my cousin's house, cause she wanted me to help out with her homework. Then my dad was like "jjdnznuwjnznjbjzuh!" You know. And I was like, "wtf!" I did try to help my brother, but he didn't appreciate my efforts and I'm on the verge of giving up on him. And I'm not allowed to help my cousin? My super close cousin since I was 3? It's fucking ridiculous. It's not like I'm meeting with some stranger on the net to have sex or whatever crap. IT'S MY COUSIN! Goddamnit. Ah, whatever.

My dad was sleeping when I got home, so I went out and texted him to say I was going to my cousin's. Then blah blah blah. Reached my cousin's house, ate late lunch at KFC. :D Then went to Montreal Green to play on the swings and take pictures. Lol. I had fun. Kinda like a bonding moment. But reality fucked it up. My mom told me to be back by 9 o'clock. So we went back to her house, tried to help with her homework, but I don't get it either. I did try though... The worst part was saying goodbye. Pretty fucked up. I wish I didn't have to leave. This is by far the dumbest shit I've been through. Jordan, please cum shoot my face. LOL! Nasty. Just kidding.

AND THE WORST PART IS, I went home and it's only my brother at home. What. The. Fuck. I felt stabbing some duck. Okay, maybe not. But still. Stupid fucking shit. And, mini convo with Mr Matrix two hours ago. Fucked up shit. But you know, whatever. These are my last tears for you - I hope. I felt like hammering nails into my heart. My heart still feels uneasy. Feels like there's nothing there... :'( But, whatever you know. Doesn't matter. "Other fish in the sea". The lamest love quote ever. But it's a straightforward meaning. WHATEVER! Lol. Okay, I feel so much better now. That was a lie.

Broken hearted,

Maisarah Jeffrey