All we ever do is complain, complain, complain. It kind of bugs me. When the weather is hot, we complain "Why not cold sia? So hot!". When it's cold "Why so cold?" Stupid right?

We are all equals - most of us. We're born physically the same, two eyes, two hands, etc etc etc. But why are some people more successful than the others? Because they work harder! DUH! Please don't complain that you're stupid or whatever crap, cause you're not. You're just freaking lazy that's what. Unless of course you're mentally challenged or something. Okay, lol, that is just mean. I'm not saying they are stupid... You know what I mean. Anyway, even mentally and physically disabled people can be more successful than us. I saw on TV, this woman who had no hands, was able to fulfil her dream of becoming a pilot. Which was super awesome. This was last year or last 2 years. I forgot what her name was. But, make her your inspiration or motivation. I want to do so many things with my life, but it's like I haven't done any of them. Some of my aspirations include are: getting a license and learning to play the drums. But this is the only two main important ones. And maybe fulfilling my childhood dream to be a doctor.

I'm not perfect. I want to save lives to compensate for all those I have taken away. I didn't kill anyone, don't take this literally. I meant it in the terms of like taking away someone's hope, pulling people down, verbally abusing someone. Example: "you suck at doing that. I do it better than you". I make them feel hopeless. My brother is a constant victim of my abuse. I did to him what my parents did to me when I was young. It's all a vicious cycle of violence. I hope I don't continue doing this to my children...

Man, I got alot more things to say, but I guess that's it for today. Before I end this note, I urge all of you to be wary of how your actions can affect other peoples' lives. Thanks, and have a great day! God bless. :D

Yours sincerely,

Maisarah Jeffrey